Slurpee : My Childhood Bestfriend

Went to 7-11 awhile ago to get my much-craved slurpee. Unfortunately, went out of the store empty handed because the Slurpee Machine is out of order. Hay. I think I need to wait again. They have a promo though, Buy 3 Take 1 Slurpee! Weehoo!

Beer Anyone?

Life Size Coors Light Bottle we made for a client.

You wanna drink? My treat! Haha

The Bautista's :D

Cincin and Eli

These are 2 of my favorite people in the world :) I miss Cincin so much (we always felt we were sisters by heart) and I really want to see her little one and an addition to my long list of godsons, Eli. Ain't he the cutest? I want to play with him and kiss him all over. He got her smile and giggle. I miss them both so much :(

A Story to Tell..

Lately, I've been thinking about the relationship i had with him. I often wonder how it would have been if I had made an extra effort to make it work.

For about 2 years or so, we were each other's happiness and strength. We have a relationship that is the envy of others. We look at each other as if we are the only people in the world. We love being in each other's arms and always feels safe when we're together.

But things change, so they say, and I knew it was coming. I noticed when things started to change. The hugs were quicker, the phone calls were shorter, and they weren’t every night. We didn’t hurry to the place where we said we’d meet. The ‘I love you’s felt more like a forced, daily routine, and really had no meaning. When we saw each other, the smiles weren’t as bright, or as big. Our thoughts weren’t only of each other. We seemed uninterested, we felt unloved. We had too many doubts. I think I noticed when things started to change.

Then at one point, we decided to part ways. And our sighs were signs of relief and our cries were just being sentimental. And that's where I realized that what happened to us was way worse than any other dirty break up's.

And I quote a line in a Tagalog movie that said;

"Sabi sa Census, may 11 milyon na tao Metro Manila. Paano mo nalalaman na nahanap mo na yung taong para sayo. Maaring nakita mo na sya pero yumuko ka para magsintas ng sapatos. Maaring nakatabi mo na siya pero lumingon ka para tignan ang traffic light. Maaring nakasalubong mo na siya pero humarang yung pedicab. May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung para sa kanila. May mga taong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, e yung nasayo na, pinakawalan mo pa."

Doesn't matter who let go of who. The thing is, the kind of love we had was the kind of love most people would trade their positions/status for.

I am not speaking as a bitter ex girlfriend. I was just retelling the love story of the parents of my future son. We are on speaking terms, he's been supportive ever since we found out I was pregnant. Though there are times I really want to scream "Jerk" in his face for not being able to pull his acts together but nevertheless, he's a good man.

I was just thinking last night, that it would've been better if Jacob will be born with parents who's passionately inlove with each other and not with ex lovers trying to revive a stained relationship. Well, nevertheless, we will not treat Jacob any less. His life will be filled with much love with parents who may not be lovers but definitely good friends.


So, what's in store for me and him? That I still dont know. I'll let you know once baby boy comes out. We're concentrating on the baby until such time we'll have free time to work on our relationship.

Gay Lingo 101

How I love hearing Gay Languages. Not just because they're funny but because you'll be amazed on how their imagination run that wild and fast. No wonder why Vice Ganda became a hit, right? I have a couple of gay friends. I love hanging out and having a talk with them. They're dependable and knows just how to make you smile. They also know how to talk serious or be a man (even if it's hard) when the situation needs to. I love my gay friends to pieces. Here are some gay lingo's I've learned from them and their respective meanings.

1. Hagardo Versoza - It simply means "haggard" or you look really tired.

2. Antokyo, Japan - That's how they say "I'm sleepy" in their language.

3. Reaction Paper - It refers to your reaction when they say something amusing or funny.

4. Julie Yap-Daza - It means "to get caught"

5. Gelli De Belen - It means "You're jealous"

6. Carmi Martin - It means "Karma"

7. Tom Jones - It means "I'm hungry"

8. Crayola - Crying

9. Janno Gibbs - To Give

10. Kuya Germs - Dirty

11. Enoturage - Come in.

12. Antibiotic - Antipatika

13. Wrangler - Gurang

14. Reyna Elena - Raining

15. Bitter Ocampo - Being bitter about something

16. Negastar - refers to a negative person

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[lifted from a website. credits to you.]

If you think about it, gay lingo is nothing but a hilarious play of words. They just add something to the Filipino root word like “Gu”-Tom Jones to mean hungry. Others are just twisted to fit a new meaning like Chaka Khan to mean ugly. Most are just spur of the moment word inventions they decided could be good enough to fill a gap in conversation like chuva and chenes or maybe to define an indescribable event or happening such as ek-ek.

But if you REALLY think about it, it takes intelligence, wit, creativity and a vast knowledge of important and trivial things alike to be able to come up with such terms. Do you know who Menchu Menchaca is? Or Carmen Patena? Do you know where Dakota Harrison is? It takes talent I may say to coin new words that will not only make you laugh but think very hard. Words that are fresh and original. Thought of not in days but in a heartbeat.

Nokia X5

I'm known to have a big heart for gadgets. And after getting my long-time crush cellphone [Nokia C3].. This has to come out....

Ain't it pretty?
It's so small. Fits the palm of your hand :)

Well, you will remain to be a crush of mine until such time I'm clean of debts! :)

My Forever Love :)

L-R [Biene, Hazel, Me, Kristal, Kim, Rai]
Not in Picture [Francine & Ricca]

They are the mirrors to my soul. They’ve been there in my most victorious to my most embarassing moment. They were “badshot” to my parents for a few times when we were younger because of the mess I got myself into but they never stopped being friends to me. They brought me home when I'm dead drunk and fought with me when I was being stubborn. I’ve heard the most painful truthful words from them but with always the best of intention. We fought about love, family, differences and other friends but they’re still the same people who shows up outside my house with a bottle of local drink in their hand when some jerk breaks my heart.

12 years of friendship down, FOREVER to go.

I love you so so much!! :)